instead of reading a book.. im doing this. oh shut up u guys. hahah~
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Ice Cream: COOKIES AND CREAM. yum~ Sorbet: Strawberry Gelato: i have no idea haha. Bar: the strawberry one in our ice cream vending machine at school
Favorite Bubble Tea Flavor: taro for joyyees. omgoshh
Favorite Snack: Healthy: none? haha Unhealthy: bunch of chips.. hehe
Coke or Pepsi? DUH! COKE OF COURSE. i like the taste better.
Cat or Dog? i like cats better.. they look cuter to me haha
Favorite Superhero: SPIDERMAN! omfg!!! hes cool.... like climbing walls and stuff like that.. i want to do those too~ and he has a new black suit. uh-huh. hotness.
Favorite Childhood Movies: i dont remember, honestly. its probably some cartoon movie haha
Favorite Disney Princess: mulan cuz shes chinese.. haha
Favorite Movies: MY SASSY GIRL (kmovie), SO CLOSE (hkmovie), TURN LEFT TURN RIGHT (twmovie), TADA KIMI WO AISHITERU (jmovie), GOT 2 BELIEVE (pmovie), SUICIDE CLUB (jmovie scary..)
Favorite Slow Song: Kahit Kailan. still brings me to tears.
Favorite Quote/Song Lyric: "never ever ever give up.. ever!~"
Dream Car: nah i dont really have one. as long as its not old LOL
Guilty Pleasure: FOOD. FOOD. FOOD. FOOD. and more FOOD.
Pet Peeve: people swearing 24/7 (annoying), people making out in public.... dirt everywhere.
If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? CHINA! CHINA! CHINA! oh yes.
What did you want to be when you were a kid? a teacher.. because i really liked my teacher that time. haha i guess i really looked up to her..
What are three things you can't live without? GOD. people in my life right now. laptop~
What would you say is your best physical trait? hands? no?
What's the first thing you see in the opposite sex? chinky eyes hahahah
What is your idea of a romantic day? just hanging out with that person only for a whole day is romantic alone (: but specifically... having breakfast together, playing some sport, then eat lunch together... then go to the lake in the afternoon, ride a cruise and have dinner there... then watching and counting stars.... (:
What is one thing you want to accomplish before you die? tell people that i love them (:
What's your most embarrassing moment? i have lots!~ calling out the name of my crush in the middle of his football game.... wahhahaha. that was crazy.
i thought that old feelings might be coming back again. and its making me scared. but u kno what? thanks to vanilla face.. haha. hes always there givin me advice and stuff. haha. thanks bro ure the man ^^
and whenever i feel sad, he'll just say something that'll make me laugh. oh man. i wish hes not a senior :( but oh wells.
he said "just be friends and if u're meant together, then somethin will happen" so thats what ima do.
"i have loved her all my life. and she doesnt even know it."
as i wake up and open my eyes, i remember her face immediately. Her face is stuck in my mind that she never left. Whenever i close my eyes, i see her, smiling at me. When i open my eyes, she's still the one i see even though she's not even there.
as i get out of bed, i think about her. i ask myself what shes doing right at that moment. i wonder, "is she awake already?" or "whats her breakfast for today?" or "should i ask her to hang out with me?". these countless questions ring in my head, but i did not seem to mind.
as i start to eat my breakfast, i reminisce about the memories we had together. she eats a lot, sometimes even more than me. she always tell me the restaurants that she goes to and the new foods she tasted. whenever she talks about food she gets happier and happier. she loves food a lot, even more than me, so i get jealous sometimes.
she's my everything. shes the one ive been looking for all my life. shes more than a girl to me. shes my love (:
as i finish my breakfast, i ask myself, "should i go call her and ask her to be with me today?..... i should."
i am so tired of feeling this way. looking at her was painful because i can see that shes clueless about my feelings. she doesnt know that shes my everything. she doesnt know that shes the one ive been looking for all my life. she doesnt know that shes more than a girl to me. she doesnt know that i love her.
so i got up, got my phone and started dialing her number. i have to spend the day with her. i have to tell her the things she doesnt know.
a very sleepy voice answered, "hello?" "hi its me." "hey!" "um, are u busy today?" "i dont think so.. why?" "wanna go to the lake with me?" "sure! i havent been to the lake in a while." "ok. ill pick u up at 3:30 pm then" *hangs up
4:00 pm. we were already the lake. i bought a kite for both of us and started flying it. seeing her smile and laugh makes my heart melt. i always want to see her happy. knowing that shes smiling because of me makes my heart melt. but i have to make sure im the real reason behind her happiness.
we were sitting beside each other, our feet touching the waves. the wind was blowing in our faces as we watch the sun set slowly before our eyes. my mind was going crazy. how can i let her know? .....
one. two. three.
i reached out for her pinky. i was so nervous that while doing so, my face was buried at the ground. i can feel that she was staring at me for a couple of minutes, wondering what im doing. i started to feel uncomfortable because of her stare, so i started to let go.
i became sad, thinking that i have no hope at all..... thats what i thought.
as i start to let go, i felt that she took her eyes away from me and started to look afar. then she hold my pinky tighter, not wanting to let go. now it was my turn to stare at her......
thats when i realized that she knew from the start. that shes my everything. that shes everything im looking for.
that i love her....
and luckily, she feels the same way for me. :]
ok so i want to do one-shots from now on! haha. i hope u enjoy my 2nd short! (: and please dont steal! ask me if u want to use it.
OLD ORCHARD. where many of our memories lay. thats the first place where i got to know him better. the place where i was alone with him. the place where we goofed off and joked around. the place where we had a longggggg conversation. the place where i realized... that im starting to like him more.
700 pm. i bought xmas gifts for my friends. i looked at my watched and realized that i have to go home. i was walking to the bus stop when.....
"jun?" "carm? whatcha doin here?"
i saw him...
when i close my eyes right now and reminisce that day, i can clearly remember the sight of him, smiling next to me. i can remember how surprised we were, looking like fools laughing at the sight of each other. it was obvious that we enjoyed each other's company, telling stories about ourselves, mentioning school and homework, wishing and hoping about the future........
secret glances. smiling at each other. goofing around like little kids. him askin me to hold him while we were crossing the road. me wrapping my arm around his. him insisting to open the door for me. me forcing myself to walk slower.. because he was with me. him putting the gift he bought a little above my head to block me from the rain. me smiling secretly and letting him "protect" me. him accompanying me to the bus stop to wait for the bus. me putting my scarf around his neck when he said "im cold"... him smiling at me. me smiling back.....
those sweet memories....
i went at old orchard tonight. tears dropped immediately. my heart was breaking.
these memories..... i know these memories he already forgot. probably it wasnt even that important to him. hes too busy with someone else right now anyways. how can he remember such a thing like this?!
