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"i have loved her all my life.
and she doesnt even know it."
as i wake up and open my eyes, i remember her face immediately. Her face is stuck in my mind that she never left. Whenever i close my eyes, i see her, smiling at me. When i open my eyes, she's still the one i see even though she's not even there.
as i get out of bed, i think about her. i ask myself what shes doing right at that moment. i wonder, "is she awake already?" or "whats her breakfast for today?" or "should i ask her to hang out with me?". these countless questions ring in my head, but i did not seem to mind.
as i start to eat my breakfast, i reminisce about the memories we had together. she eats a lot, sometimes even more than me. she always tell me the restaurants that she goes to and the new foods she tasted. whenever she talks about food she gets happier and happier. she loves food a lot, even more than me, so i get jealous sometimes.
she's my everything.
shes the one ive been looking for all my life.
shes more than a girl to me.
shes my love (:
as i finish my breakfast, i ask myself, "should i go call her and ask her to be with me today?..... i should."
i am so tired of feeling this way.
looking at her was painful because i can see that shes clueless about my feelings.
she doesnt know that shes my everything.
she doesnt know that shes the one ive been looking for all my life.
she doesnt know that shes more than a girl to me.
she doesnt know that i love her.
so i got up, got my phone and started dialing her number.
i have to spend the day with her.
i have to tell her the things she doesnt know.
a very sleepy voice answered,
"hello?"
"hi its me."
"hey!"
"um, are u busy today?"
"i dont think so.. why?"
"wanna go to the lake with me?"
"sure! i havent been to the lake in a while."
"ok. ill pick u up at 3:30 pm then"
*hangs up
4:00 pm. we were already the lake. i bought a kite for both of us and started flying it.
seeing her smile and laugh makes my heart melt. i always want to see her happy.
knowing that shes smiling because of me makes my heart melt.
but i have to make sure im the real reason behind her happiness.
we were sitting beside each other, our feet touching the waves. the wind was blowing in our faces as we watch the sun set slowly before our eyes. my mind was going crazy. how can i let her know?
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one.
two.
three.
i reached out for her pinky. i was so nervous that while doing so, my face was buried at the ground. i can feel that she was staring at me for a couple of minutes, wondering what im doing. i started to feel uncomfortable because of her stare, so i started to let go.
i became sad, thinking that i have no hope at all.....
thats what i thought.
as i start to let go, i felt that she took her eyes away from me and started to look afar.
then she hold my pinky tighter, not wanting to let go.
now it was my turn to stare at her......
thats when i realized that she knew from the start.
that shes my everything.
that shes everything im looking for.
that i love her....
and luckily, she feels the same way for me. :]
ok so i want to do one-shots from now on! haha. i hope u enjoy my 2nd short! (: and please dont steal! ask me if u want to use it. |
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